listening: NataliaOreiro - Memuero de Amor
mood: apathetic

it is really shit how one easily jump to such wrong conclusion and burst out with wrong asssumptions.

i think i shouldn't 've put so much hope, even if it was with my ownself. i knew that i can always trust on my instinct.. even though i knew something gonna turn out wrong. and this time, i've place a bet on my instinct again and that something did turn out wrong. and so... i lost. it hurt to lose

we humans need to always keep in mind that there's God and whatever shit happens, it is His plan.

He must have a reason why certain things don't work or happened. or in other words things happen for a reason.

so u r disappointed?.. so am i. then be it!?

i hate the fact that tomorrow is monday.
i hate the fact that the weekend is ending very soon
i hate the fact that i've been spending the weekends feeling guilty, sorry, bored, empty mind, no advance planning or errands need to b done.
i hate the fact that yesterday i did almost.. ya, almost nothing.

but thankfully i did spend the friday nite with the family at simpang bedok and the rest of e nite with adi bob without khalil with us.

and what i hate the most, is the fact that camping will begin in less than 24 hours!!
AND i'll b missing amy search perfoming today!!!! i hate it!
god damn it!

i am going for a long run tomorrow. pray hard.