listening: old yellow bricks - arctic monkeys
mood: sorrygerek per to come home for the weekend and recieve this from swatch for being a faithful member...

i've ask for the upgrading at 1st but after sometime i suddenly feel wanted to just get out of that place and serve the 2 yrs outside than in there. so its a 50-50, 2 weeks more and i'm out or gonna have to transfer squad..

it took me 2 nights to think and rethink weather to confront or not. after that, i regret pressing the send button and all misunderstandings and shitS happen when things are going quite ok. BUT! i was secretly reading and didn't disturb or doing anything wrong there! ouh well.. takes time again..