listening: sahara hotnights - visit to vienna
mood: imbas balik

exactly last year , this day... was SHIT!!!

all my plans never happen and delayed. ouh well... shit happens

listening: ->

listening: business misery - paramore
mood: slackingly bored

Is it true that on august 27, 2008, mars will be almost as close to the earth as the moon?

No, Mars never gets anywhere near as close to the Earth as the Moon does. You are the victim of a hoax email that circulates every year around this time.

This is an urban myth which began with an email which was sort of true in 2003, that Mars would be very close and bright. It also had a line in it which suggested that Mars, IN A TELESCOPE, would look as large as the Moon with the naked eye. Somewhere along the way, the "with a telescope" bit disappeared. August 2003 came and went, and many people had wonderful views of Mars through telescopes provided by amateur astronomers around the world.

Then the email resurfaced in 2004, when Mars was on the far side of the Sun. Then again in 2005, when Mars was in opposition in October, not August, and quite a bit smaller. Then again in 2006, when Mars was again on the far side of the Sun. Then again in 2007, when opposition was in December, and Mars smaller still. Now, you're the victim of this fake email in 2008! Mars is again on the far side of the Sun.

When will people learn that astronomical events are predicted for a particular date, which has absolutely nothing to do with Earth years, and you can't just keep recycling the same prediction and changing the year? Everything on Mars happens in a 26 month cycle: August 2003, October 2005, December 2007, etc.

AND



HMMMMMM....

listening: who do u dance for - sahara hotnight
mood: go ala port racer




TakaNuva- Partially drained of light by a shadow leech, Takanuva struggles to hold off the corruption eating away at him. Armed with a Midak skyblaster and a giant 3-pronged power lance, this mighty power of light is a match for any foe!
Jetrax T6 - Antroz has hijacked the Jetrax T6 and now flies it against the Toa Nuva! Open the cockpit to put him inside, then launch your attack with three powerful Midak skyblasters! Includes special edition Antroz figure.

listening: run - snowpatrol
mood: seeking and figuring still

What is life about? Money? Fame? Fortune? Life is more than material Things. Life is about things that matter. Its about value. Life is about experiencing. To have the ability to see the beauty of nature that surround us. To hear our favorite song, laughter, children playing. To feel one closeness, warm sand between your toes, the softness of a babies skin. To feel fresh sheets, the smell before it rains, the fragrance of the one u love. To taste your favorite food. The secret that opens the door to abundant gratitiude we must be grateful. for life. for breath. for ourslef. we must love ourself in order to love others. be greateful for frienship. for family. be greatful to experience vision is the ability to see beyond who you are now. vision is that ability to see where you are now. to imagine what does not exist now in your life. you can become someone new today if you imagine it. if you simply envision it. dreams do come true. but first u must have a dream. dreams are free. there are no required down payments. i challenge you. i dare you. i dare you to draem the biggest dream possible. for u and your family. i challenge you. dreams can and do come true when you practice an attitude of gratitude

We all work with one infinite power
Whatever is going on in your mind is what you are attracting
We are like magnets - like attracts like. You become and attract what you think
Every thoughts have a frequency. Thoughts send out a magnetic energy
People think about what they don't want and attract more of the same
Thought equal creation. If these thoughts are attached to powerful emotions(good or bad) that speeds the creation
You attract your dominant thoughts
Those who speak most of illness have it, those who speak most of prosperity have it
You cannot have the universe without the mind entering into it
Your thoughts cause your feelings
Whatever it is you are feeling is a perfect reflection of what is in the process of becoming
You get exactly what you are feeling!
Happy feelings will attract more happy circumstances
You can begin feeling whatever you want... the Universe will correspond to the nature of your song
What you focus on with thought and feeling is what you attract into your experience
"you create your own universe as you go along" - Winston Churchill
It's important to feel good!
Life can and should be phenomenal... and it will be when you consciously apply the Law of Attraction!
The Universe likes speed. Don't delay, don't second guess, don't doubt...
When the opportunity or impulse is there, ACT!
The Universe will rearrange itself accordingly
Gratitude will bring more into our lives immediately
Play the picture in your mind - focus on the end result
Visualize! Rehearse your future!
An affirmative thought is 100 times more powerful than a negative one
Set a goal so big that if you achieved it, it would blow your mind!
You are the only one that creates your reality
No one else can think or feel for you, it;s you, only you!
Are your thoughts worthy of you? If not, NOW is the time to change them

Conclusion:-

• We are responsible for everything in our lives
• Your imagination is an extremely powerful tool
• Our life is as it is because we created it ourselves
• We can change the results in our lives
• Your emotions are a guide to let you know if you are ‘on track’
• We can do, be and have anything we want

listening: Vixen of Seduction - The Model Lipstiques
mood: :D

sperm sample

A 70-year-old man went to his doctor’s office to get a sperm count. The doctor gave the man a jar and said, “Take this jar home and bring me back a sample tomorrow.”

The next day the 70-year-old man reappears at the doctor’s office and gives him the jar, which is as clean and empty as on the previous day.

The doctor asked what happened and the man explains, “Well, doc, it’s like this: First I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, with nothing. Then her left, but nothing. She even tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with the teeth out, and still nothing. We even called up the lady next door and she tried with both hands and her mouth too, but nothing.”

The doctor was shocked! “You asked your neighbor?”

The old man replied, “Yep, but no matter what we tried we couldn’t get the darn jar open!”

Lifetime Savings

A small tourist hotel was all abuzz about an afternoon wedding where the groom was 95 and the bride was 23.

The groom looked pretty feeble and the feeling was that the wedding night might kill him, because his bride was a healthy, vivacious young woman.

But lo and behold, the next morning, the bride came down the main staircase slowly, step by step, hanging onto the banister for dear life.

She finally managed to get to the counter of the little shop in the hotel. The clerk looked really concerned, “Whatever happened to you, honey? You look like you’ve been wrestling an alligator!”

The bride groaned, hung on to the counter and managed to speak, “Oh God! When he told me he’d been saving up for 75 years, I thought he meant his money!!”

listening: The Model Lipstiques - Madamme Lucha 69
Mood: The Secret - thinking still

Watch The Secret movie on the tuesday. hmmmm... again.. hmmmm..

there's no secret to The Secret. the book and movie simply state that your thoughts control the universe. through this "law of attraction" u "manifest" ur desires. "it is exactly like placing an order from a catalogue. … you must know that what u want is urs the moment u ask." "See urself living in abundance and u will attract it. It works every time, with every person." the appeal is obvious. forget education, effort, performance. everything u want—money, power, comfortable shoes—is urs simply by wanting it enough.there are certain caveats. apparently the universe has a language-processing disorder and doesn't comprehend standard English usage of the words don't, not, and no. so, as the show explains, if u summon the universe by saying, "I don't want to spill something on this outfit," the universe translates this as, "I want to spill something on this outfit." If only Rhonda Byrne, the television producer who is the author of the book and creator of the DVD, had been there to counsel those negative authors of the Ten Commandments!
given my skepticism, how could I make myself believe in The Secret enough to give it a fair test? To quote one of The Secret's avatars, Ralph Waldo Emerson, "A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds." clearly, The Secret is drivel, but why should that stop me from sincerely throwing myself into seeing if it worked? I am already deeply susceptible to superstition and seeing signs—if i find a penny (faceup only), I pick it up knowing something good will happen to me. As self-absorbed as i already am, i loved the permission the book gave to sink deeper into a Jacuzzi of megalomania. As The Secret points out: "You are the master of the Universe. You are the heir to the kingdom. you are the perfection of Life." Just as I'd always suspected!

listening: NataliaOreiro - Memuero de Amor
mood: apathetic

it is really shit how one easily jump to such wrong conclusion and burst out with wrong asssumptions.

i think i shouldn't 've put so much hope, even if it was with my ownself. i knew that i can always trust on my instinct.. even though i knew something gonna turn out wrong. and this time, i've place a bet on my instinct again and that something did turn out wrong. and so... i lost. it hurt to lose

we humans need to always keep in mind that there's God and whatever shit happens, it is His plan.

He must have a reason why certain things don't work or happened. or in other words things happen for a reason.

so u r disappointed?.. so am i. then be it!?

i hate the fact that tomorrow is monday.
i hate the fact that the weekend is ending very soon
i hate the fact that i've been spending the weekends feeling guilty, sorry, bored, empty mind, no advance planning or errands need to b done.
i hate the fact that yesterday i did almost.. ya, almost nothing.

but thankfully i did spend the friday nite with the family at simpang bedok and the rest of e nite with adi bob without khalil with us.

and what i hate the most, is the fact that camping will begin in less than 24 hours!!
AND i'll b missing amy search perfoming today!!!! i hate it!
god damn it!

i am going for a long run tomorrow. pray hard.

listening: old yellow bricks - arctic monkeys
mood: sorrygerek per to come home for the weekend and recieve this from swatch for being a faithful member...

i've ask for the upgrading at 1st but after sometime i suddenly feel wanted to just get out of that place and serve the 2 yrs outside than in there. so its a 50-50, 2 weeks more and i'm out or gonna have to transfer squad..

it took me 2 nights to think and rethink weather to confront or not. after that, i regret pressing the send button and all misunderstandings and shitS happen when things are going quite ok. BUT! i was secretly reading and didn't disturb or doing anything wrong there! ouh well.. takes time again..