listening: lush - superblast
mood: why not?

The trouble with wanting it is the fear of loosing or never getting it. The thoughts make u feel weak.
I thought of giving up more than a hundred times. But it seems that its gonna take more than that.
Don't pretend that you don't know all this while. You have been trying hard acting differently.
Like i said, until i could smile again looking at myself in e mirror.. then that's happiness and satisfaction.. but i cried instead.