listening: lush - ladykillers
mood: out of my mind or my mind is out of me

did something a few days ago. since i cannot sleep at night i on the tv sometimes online movies and just lay down. my eyes watching the show. my ears listening to the sound. but my mind is elsewhere.
i tried to eat more nowadays and still i find my appetite quite disturbing. my eyes looking at the food. my nose smell the food. my mouth eat the food. but my mind is elsewhere thinking on god knows wat.
i went out with my friends just hanging out. my mouth do the talking. my ears listen to wat they say. my eyes looking at them and sometimes elsewhere. and of course i found my mind not focusing on the interaction.