The Revenge of DragonGangster

Sunday, November 25, 2007

listening: turn back the clock - johnny hates jazz
mood: piiaaaang!! broke!

i still remember it was like a yr ago when i was in the states at that time, i did a christmas shopping thingy(even though i didn't celebrate it) but can't help it cos during that time in that country... everything is soooooo cheap and worth getting almost everything. a place where sell almost everything, from levi's jeans to ck perfumes back to all kinds of fancy design shirts to nice casual jackets and shirts. and not forgetting an ipod for my brother.oh! and masks for bob, rod and myself! hahaha!! looking back at the receipt(which i still have it in my travel wallet) spent to us$600+ for a luggage full in the end. half of the things which dun fancy me i gave to the families and another half... mine!

its end of the yr.. hai~ time past really fast. and i'm broke! for this yr haven't been getting things due to the incident few month back ended me up to paying bills, fines, and all sort of repair work. thought of a holiday but i got to think of the financial thing still. hadn't enough of travelling still? just hope everything will go on smoothly by next month.
when is the last time i went out as in really outings with friends,
when is the last time i shoot or took pictures,
when is the last time i say the night is still young
find it boring nowadays...

posted at 02:24 by The Revenge Of Dragon Gangster

Thursday, November 15, 2007

listening: untukmu selamanya - ungu
mood: into

had a discussion during e weekend on commitment, settling down, r'ship thingy with e old staff since the topic of the day was one getting married soon. they say -

having one to comfort after a hard day,
activities partner,
investment thingy,
need a elderly love( finding older partner),
being the mature one( finding younger partner),
methods on getting someone younger if not being same age

tell u the truth i dun understand a single thing wat they r saying.. but they kinda agree with me and make fun on some of my opinion due to ...
they ask," like U, finding someone at this moment?..." and my reply," no way!... not yet"

find this song kinda stuck in e head after hearing it once. y? sick!?

tak pernah aku mengerti
apa yang kini aku rasakan
kegelisahan hatiku saat ini

ku masih merindukanmu
walaupun kiniku tlah bersamanya
tak pernah mampu ku coba lupakanmu

sungguh tak bisa
ku mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya
sungguh tak sanggup aku
berpaling darimu

sungguh tak bisa
ku mencintainya tuk melupakanmu
sungguh tak sanggup aku
berpindah dari hatimu

sungguh tak bisa
ku mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya
sungguh tak sanggup aku
berpaling darimu

sungguh tak bisa
ku mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya
sungguh tak sanggup aku
berpaling darimu

sungguh tak bisa
ku mencintainya tuk melupakanmu
sungguh tak sanggup aku
berpindah dari hatimu

posted at 04:23 by The Revenge Of Dragon Gangster

Saturday, November 10, 2007

listening: class 'A' love affair 2oo7
mood: any coffee for ur milk?

when was that? 10 days before today we went out hari raye visiting. and just before we proceed to his place while some of the others need to head home since curfew. " eh rilek jap aku ade bende nak ckp.. on the tenth korang sume datang eh. aku kahwin." sume diam...
and i was like " tu pasal pas prikse ko sebok keje jer.." i dunno wat else to say.

and now this big guy finally got married. congratulations. Selamat pengantin baru.

posted at 23:13 by The Revenge Of Dragon Gangster

Thursday, November 01, 2007

listening: adrogyny - garbage
mood: unsalted butter egg sandwich

Ask a question about history , the past.....
KENAPA? POURQUOI? POR QUE? WESHALB? PERHCE? WHY did they happen..

' takdir... '

i found myself thinking back of the time spending my attachment working onboard ship sailing to other countries. and that was like 11 month ago i ended up the sailing thing and decided to better stay here in my own country due to being alone and not seeing my family and friends and missing the fun and excitement things around here. would just dream and think back of home.
but after now, to think of it, i'm feeling much more better onboard than wat i am now.
i could gone mad sometimes onboard when i'm all alone. but i even gone much more mad when i'm all alone here at home.
i find it weird when i got nothing to do or no one disturbing me onboard. but i find it much more weird here at home with nothing to do and nobody disturbing me.

mayb its the accepting some fate thingy or just a part and parcel of growing up..

posted at 00:17 by The Revenge Of Dragon Gangster

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