listening: money - suede
mood: despair waiting at every moment

MODULE CODE MODULE
MA0525 SHIP OPERATIONS
MA0542 PRACTICAL NAVIGATION
MA0544 GENERAL SHIP KNOWLEDGE
MA0543 COASTAL NAVIGATION
MS7452 APPLIED SCIENCE

where is my last two paper; meteorology and MAth2 !!!???

if only there's no accident and i went through the whole exam.. i would have just go for my COC or been preparing myself for NS now!!! KAO!!! so unfair! :(

ever since the day after the accident till now, have this self thoughts and questions keep running (some jogging while some sprinting)around in my head.

not to mention the funny scary dreams and aftermath. the follow up appointment with the hospital, the repair to the damages, mentally but not too much physical curing to myself. my teeth still need a fix quick or i'll loose my appetite to good food, the scar which i dun mind much is slowly healing and the swelling which take toooooo long to subside! what the hell right.

i still can't figure out how to accept this so called fate and the outcome i have to make do things back to normal.. just can't wait cos it take too much time and i have to wait long for everything to be as per normal.

the thing is.. i'm bored and i just can't stand of doing nothing like this!!!

on the other heand, "Allah tidak akan memberikan cobaan lebih daripada kemampuan manusia." hmmm... whatever had happened, theres happiness and victory awaiting.. Just a matter of time.

ok well happy berpose! bye!