listening: #1 crush - garbage
mood: i just dun like the way i'm feeling rite now..

honestly George, i dun like the way i'm feeling right now. ain't happy,ain't sad.. just dunno wat's the feeling inside me right now.. outcome of the 1o depressing days in hospital, thin macam tengkorak and face so tembam.. and so they start feeing me with anyhow-anywat nutrient and supplement and god knows wat protein..
yes exam finish.. but guess wat! i missed the last 2 paper.. which i think only god knows wat's gonna happen next..
why missed it.. wat happen!? i dunno wat to say , how to say it.. only god knows what telah happen.
thank you - i'm still am fine and alive and gotta just go ahead and continue wat i've been doing. thanks to all my relatives and friends and whoever for the moral support and the visits and gifts... may god bless us all and a well lesson learnt.. and BUT still can't help but think the whole thing that had happen was just all wrong ..mayb.. why me at that time.. well~
no pictures from me.. but i guess some ppl have it with them which i refuses to have a look myself. and it's just nice and good to smile when u r happy, but it hurts!