listening: the killers - don't shoot me santa
mood: chucky

just last yr i tawt i'll b having a great yr since i got back home. it started pretty well, but slowly SHITS worsen. and now slowly regaining and hope for the better.

listening: azizah - ahmad jais & azizah - p ramlee
mood: comparing these 2 old songs.

rupamu nan jelita
gaya kamu nan manja
membuat aku kini
jadilah tergoda

siang jadi kenangan
malam jadi impian
keranamu Azizah

.....

putih kulitmu
pandang tak jemu
manis senyummu
mulia hatimu

kalau kau menjadi bunga
biarku jadi tangkainya
asalkan dapat bersama denganmu
cinta dipadu
oh Azizah

KAAAAOOOOOZZZ!!!!
and wat have this song gotta do with the hari raya haji? how bout doing something different on this day later. mayb i should.. nah~ not in any moods.. lets continue shall we.
time passes really fast when one is having fun. but that was during the first few months then came constant in the middle yr and been quite slow in the late yr. hmmmm.

almost a yr back, i got back from sailing during the eve of hari raya haji. think of it now, i've been missing working onboard, going to other countries like japan, mexico, uruguay, brazil, spain... KAAOOOZ.. if only i continue sailing.
but think of it again to obtain the license... its gonna be hard and quite expensive .. and NOT TO MENTION that i've been ban from steering on the simulator according to that old bastard whom i should say F-U-C-K YOU to... but can i still go for the exams?
the story was long.. i make it short. i was just reporting to the guy and not prompting him! kao!! old ppl just like to irritate and test young ppl patience! sorry if any readers feel offended. u r old, doesn't mean everything u said is right. theres always ways and times to talk things out. kAO!! oughta shoot my self in the head!! but sadly got no gun with me.

everytime i went for my follow up appointment at the hospital i would ask to see the pic they took.. and everytime i see the bloody face of mine, i would just smile.
and this time the doctor ask out of curiosity y must i smile everytime i see the pics.. and i go' uh ugh .. dunno?' i myself couldn't figure it out y.
i read a report made my god knows who when i admitted... the story state this poly student was assaulted and his girlfriend got kidnapped and he ride on his motorbike after her and skidded then crash... ............ a really dot dot dot story.. 1stly nobody would go after the girlfriend and crash. 2ndly i dun have a girlfriend.. mayb the one came out with such report just seen an hindustan film.
KAAAOOOOZ!
and if i spent this weekend rotting at home like the other weeks.. i think i'll kill myself to make it happening.