listening: there is a light that never goes out - the smiths
mood: as though..

the looks of me and 7996x acted 2 months ago as if a ten tonne truck hit the both of us. as if..
curing still and repaired not finish yet.
i tawt of changing her colour to white and shiny baby blue to cover the scratches. but that's like a devil way of saying u have too much money. not for now
i have to put back the weight i've lost. they say i look terribly thin since the incident. HATE IT when ppl say that. how to?
and now that it's short, i miss having long hair

spend both weekends raya outing with the family around east side, it look much more meriah then seen here around bishan.

listening: sahara hotnight - on top of your world
mood: anesthetic

been kinda lazy to blog.. look forward to this yr hari raya once.. but turn out kinda ok ok.
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still with the hospital follow up appointment and just had root canal thingy (i dunno y issit necessary still when he could just rearrange or make the teeth stronger).. thought it would b a painful experience but only the injection part and after that left the whole mouth hanging open for an hour or two.. one tooth down, no more pls!!!

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all the best for downgrading of pes or deferment again!

listening:air mata syawal - siti nurhaliza

mood: too slack

Hari raye nak dekat! am i well prepared to minta maaf ngan the parents? Mesti

touching this year. Every year always this part is the touching part bila nk minta maaf pada pagi syawal. lagi2 past 2 raye not at home and the incident took place this yr a few days b4 puase... Hmm.. Can't wait for this moment. but i dunno wat to say!!?

the past 2 raye.. 1st was at australia or new orleans i forgot and 2nd was mexico or new orleans.. I was like, shittttttt... I sooooo dun wanna do this. But then mcm, ok la.. had to get it over with.. Called home, my mom picked it up n we're like, all cheerful.. My mama was like, "SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!" I could just see her beaming. So yeah, trust me, I was soooo relieved. Talked to my emotional sis (who was suprisingly v. cheerful), dad then bro who i was like WTH??( he cried so ???).
then it was time. The minta maaf bit. I was like, "Ma, ABg nak minta maaf ni.." Then she was all quiet. Then came the sobbing. I was like, damnit... there goes all my effort not to cry. So of course la kan, I cried too. My mama cried, how can I not? Has there been a time that I dont cry when someone oh so dear to me is crying? Na'aaahh... I dont think so! i skip the forgivness part and i just wish them all e best
But thank god, it was a reaaaaaaallly short one.

do this!
22 oreo chocolate sandsich cookis, crushed finely
3 tbsp melted butter
4 cup ice crea, softened
1 cup hot fudge ice cream topping
mix oreo cookie( crust and crumb with cream) and butter well.
press firmley on the bottom of a pie plate
spread ice cream (cookies and cream nicest) itno crust
top with fudge topping
freeze at least 6 hour till firm

listening: a great day from freedom - pinkfloyd
mood: when where is freedom?

burung tiung makan betik
kite bercopy pantun pun cantik
naik KL kene bayar tol
asal dini muke stopol?

You wear your smile
Like it was going out of fashion
Dress to inflame
But douse any ideas of passion












dengan ilmu hidup menjadi lebih berguna,
dengan seni hidup menjadi lebih indah,
dengan agama hidup menjadi lebih terarah