listening: say hello - deep dish
mood: bored with a twist of nonsense

some people appear to be happy, but they simply don't give the matter much thought. others make plans: i'm going to do this, do that, get a partner, a bike a car, a house, a stable career. as long as they're busy doing that, they're like bulls looking for the bullfighter: they react automatically, that's where they get it wrong on, with no idea where the target is. they get their car, sometimes a merc, and they think that's the meaning of life, and they never question it. yet their eyes betray the sadness that even they don't know they carry in their soul.
ARE YOU HAPPY? AM I?

listening: liza radley - the jam
mood: need to spice up my life

i thought that being apart would lust bring us some variety.
but after some time it seems clear that she's changed in a different way from me.
and i would like to shout at someone but no one's to blame.
its just her, its just me and everything that is just not the same.
sometimes i would turn back the clock and recapture all that we've lost.
but i couldn't give up all that we have today.

listening: Shivaree - John2/14
mood: . . .

Aku: . . .unintended takde.muscle museum pun takde. . .

Engkau: . . . ok ah. they never play all the song

Aku: Mak i! dorang brape album, you expect them to play the whole song!?

listening: debbie gibson - foolish beat online
mood: heran asal tak blik siang2

its sad that i am now missing the open sea and the use to hard and heavy work. and when at night i would start shooting stars with the sextant or just wait for one or just stare at them. a questionable but beautiful creation.
i really missed.

since when i start listening to oldies 80s.

already tracey's in my room now i want debbie.

check out this song from
Debbie
http://www.angelfire.com/ill/loverman/gibson.html

listening: pat benatar - love is a battlefield
mood: I'm on the dark side of the street, Not the light side of the street.

How much of urself do you give away?
After someone's left ur life in disarray.
It still hurts, but it won't show
because i'm too proud, so u're never ever gonna know.

listening: moloko - the flipside
mood: stoning

a week @ home and i got nothing to do. feel restless, clumsy still.

cheer me up with the usual nonsense!

listening: snow patrol - run mood: unpack'd
it feels good-at last finish the shitness-boredom-no good-double stickin out my middle finger- sea life. after a few days at home having the spend my time with family on hari raye and a few freinds on new yr, i realise that i haven't been able to have a good sleep. feel awkward reckless clumsy,like something is not right.body clock still haven't adapt to home's and can't seem to know wat to do now till april later. the same old same old nyway.. enojy some of the pics.

















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