listening: juicebox - the strokes
mood: worse than urs!













go to sleep now.the ghost is nowhere out there.
A reanimated corpse rise from the grave at night to suck the blood of sleeping people.
flying. being a vampire there,
swift, dark, high, a sensation of uneasiness
open up ur eyes!

listening: i bet u look good on the dance floor - arctic monkeys
mood: se?.. hahhaha












The one that makes me scream, she said
The one that makes me laugh, she said
And threw her arms around my neck
Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you

listening: before three - the cure
mood: stoning

I smoke your brand of cigarettes.
And pray that you might give me a call.
I lie around on bed all day just staring at the walls.
Hanging round bars at night.
Wishing I had never been born.
And give myself to anyone who wants to take me home.

Time pass so fast when i want it to go slow.

listening: alphaville - forever young
mood: paranoid after getting my new phone













There's a shark in the pool
And a witch in the tree
A crazy old neighbour and he's been watching me
And there's footsteps loud and strong coming down the hall
Something's under the bed
Now it's out in the hedge
There's a big black crow sitting on my window ledge
And I hear something scratching through the wall

call the paramedic! he's been kicked!

listening: meiko kaji - urami bushi
mood: enola gay

There's a place in the sun for anyone who has the will to chase one. and I think I've found mine. yes, I do believe I have found mine.
So close your eyes and think of someone you physically admire and let me kiss you.
let me kiss you
I've zig-zagged all over America and I cannot find a safety haven. would you let me cry on your shoulder.I've heard that you'll try anything twice.
Close your eyes and think of someone you physically admire and let me kiss you
let me kiss you
But then you open your eyes and you see someone that you physically despise but my heart is open.
my heart is open to you

listening: suede - sadie
mood: shy?

why am i not sleeping yet.. waiting for the semi final of arsenal and villareal? haha mcm ye ye je~
baru balik kan!?
its so nice to be happy! everybody should be happy! but i'm dreamy happy!
its a nice outing of slacking around.i never realise some of the things that is happening around me until just now.and also some facts bout me. hmmm.. its good to be observant and then u told that someone bout him/her.on the other hand u gave sort of a hint bout urself to the other person. that way u get to know each other.am i right?its been quite some time until now that we get to do abit of outing of meet up.
enjoy the time with u and appreciate it if we could do it again.happy 2oth birthday soon!

rgds and y r my gum not cut yet!?

supposed to be th 1 yr 18 month and 6 month.. then the 1 yr 12 month 1 yr
but we r the 2 yr 18 month 6 month.. anyone?

listening: moloko - sing it back
mood: need help..

i haven't make any promises yet. but the plan of making the gathering thing is still in my mind. only in need of some ideas. damn it.. wat ideas when i said i got the plan. hmmmm..

"only 2 weeks!? wah! time really is slow ar!" "Ya my time is always slow"- my conversation with jester sniper.
i can't have this kind of vacation. after all the 11month n 9 days of boredom and sleepless night at ruby, i should make this short leave a useful one b4 signing on again to my final 7 month or so 'imprisonment'.

but already i've plan wat am i going to do for the 7 month thing.gotta ask the wonderfully happy friend of mine whom completed earlier for the useful books n notes to prepare myself for the CoC3 exam thingy while i'm onboard since i've completed all of those shitwork on ruby.jester sniper n fab mangkok, pls, pls pls, help me help me help me... thank u very nice.

rgds and fight for the time wasted

listening: shivaree - the luckiest girl
mood:birthday party

org nak blik radio die nak blik radio .. then blik sluar dlm malu malu.. blik notebook cam buragas..
but end up gotta support my family expenses this week.. anyhow, wat to do.. nevermind..
i'm too happy after a night walk form prinsep st to mustafa alone end up buying a big box of mix cany chocolates..

rgds and bob feeling tiesto

back to the old days.. bobby and the back mumba playing djemba djemba

lutfi-asal abg din pegi naik boat abeh balik naik aeroplane?

most of the time at shore.i got no umbrella.
it's always cold an wet.

mississippi river.

listening:madonna-hung up
mood:paranoid + confused

so fun at last to have abreak after the almost 1 yr of hard labour and boredom life at sea.damn it! i'm the bangla the fireman the security guard the secretary the painter the mover .. blablabla.. almost all proffession! its tiring ya.. but y in the hell i wanna extend still.. well, the answer is still unknown and i'm still considering to coninue this shit after graduating or not.

all the hard work of at last came to a good reward. i just feel so happy to get my vacation on the date i wanted and also not forgetting the low pay salary that i intend to save for later use.

alot of shit do happen onboard and most of them.. har! i dun ive a single FUCK about it.. all i know is i do my job, thats it! now i'm outta there i prefer not to discuss it to anyone on the things i encounter and all shit stuff of loneliness and boredom!

ppl stop asking me whether i see dolphin or not!i see titanic! hows that! setan!

well some ppl just dun understand wat i've gone through. ya i did have fun. but most of he time is no fun.. its no fun at all! fucking shit!

anyhow, wat to do, i still got 7 month or less to go..

enjoy ur the pics and peace be upon u

rgds and lookgoddamnit!

tepranjat jap boboy.. helicopter crash

larry love wati