listening: suede-positivity
mood: drowning


u r the one for me hairy...

listening: nothing at all
mood: hai~

so the call been made.. its delayed again.. am i forever delayed.. waiting for officers to reply my fleet personel then to confirm the date... that gonna b a week or more.. so gonna make full use of my time now.. with family, frens and especially U.

rgds

listening: new order - crystal
mood: entwine~

If my love life is plaguing me with doubts right now, the Lovers and the High Priestess aren't really going to be much help to my today. So got to take care not to rock the boat for no reason - it might just capsize and dam up my future! i may be in a very indecisive mood all day today, and a bit sad. wat i need is to take time out to think, but i won't go digging around in the past. My professional life is overshadowed by the Lovers, who symbolize a dilemma. Temperance that represents me, doesn't have sufficient weight to counterbalance the difficulties that arise from this, and i am therefore incapable of taking a decision or stand up to my colleagues, even if that would be the right thing to do. I should make sure that my hesitancy is not interpreted as cowardice. Such an attitude could be held against me at a later stage. hope not.

a "kindred spirit" friendship that turns to love - a foundation that makes it extremely enduring.

rgds

listening: pulp - death goes to the disco
mood: 10times shower

tomorrow is the day i've been long waiting for.. the 25th of feb is the date where i was told to call my fleet personal and that's when she'll schedule me to where i'm heading on the 28th feb or later as thats wat i get in my exit permit.. the day getting closer each day and the time is getting much lessen and lessen day by day...

It may be hard for me to chime into the group scenario today, dear me, so i might consider just laying low. Events may crop up suddenly that are completely beyond my control. Don't feel like i need to make sense of anything in any sort of rational manner at this time. More than likely, the events of the day aren't things that can be analyzed. There is a spontaneous tone to things today. Go with what moves me.

rgds

listening: muse- bliss
mood: choke slam


she created pink clouds with her tiny pink hand..

listening: tiesto
mood: thanks~

1 birthday greeting cards, 33 birthday greetings sms, 1 joyful dinner with family, 1 special gift form her, 1 special gift from his to her, 2 late birthday wish from gua nye member!!! and 1 day of feeling so blessed...

rgds

listening:the smiths - ask
mood: blessed~

my charm can get me alot further than anyone else in my position, but i may have gone over the limit. i'm better off playing it low-key this time, so i might want to bow out gracefully.

rgds

shyness is nice... shyness..

listening: pulp- disco 2ooo
mood: i can't wait but...

just hang out with some bunch of crews from different ships and different companies. those pre and post crew like me apek bas tim kuah hafiz. and theres more to add up by end of this month.
having heard their experience onboard, those story teling and some bullshit and not to forget advice.. it give me the feeling that i too wanna experience them and some that pull down my enthusiasm.. but actually i know theres confirm no heaven experience im gonna face later.. so its the part and parcel of it. having my exit permit stamp at the end of february, which i should have checked!, i'll probably be set sailing on that day itself or early march. who wanna know which ship i'll be sign in on, all i care is experience!
but again, i'm feeling so shitty being gone later... sorry~

rgds

check out
the model lipstiques..

listening: cranberries - animal
mood: happy

i've been recieving call form a lady from dunno wat comapny asking for mr wong..
first time she call, "hello mr wong?" and i said "sorry wrong number."

a few days later i get another call she saying, "hello mr wong?" this time i just hung up the phone.

and this third time she call again. but with a very panic and sorry voice
"hello mr wong" i give a long sigh as she continue, "we have to postponed the meeting with ms miko san this wednesday."
"wat!?" i said, "ask her to see me right away!"
"but sir," she sound blur, "ms miko san is still in japan." at this point of time i hung up the phone...

listening:pulp - countdown
mood: should have said would u not do u tink..


counting down to get on a bigger one..

come and save the day!!!

listening:the smiths - I know it's over
mood: thankful but sorry

i just had my last day of working to day at the wonderful place of Rocky Master JunXin.
work was as usual.. but i can sense each member giving me the special kinda look and yaadaa yaadaa yaadaa. i still remember the day i walk in for the vacancy for a back scrubber.. hehe.. Thank you for the oppurtunity and i really hope that i leave without any salah silap or hatred or dendam. really enjoy and like working with each and every crew.. i'm really sorry for leaving so early and i'll do keep u guys inform and pls lets stay in contact.. thank you for the wonderful gift and u guys Rocks!

Erma,my dear manager- cari pasal with me at first and she got her eyes on me after that. har! thank u very nice. never had a great mgr like u b4
clement, mr supervisor- i enjoy when u whistle and clapping ur hands when ur fav music plays.
Ros, ms leader- my story telling and secret gossip partner. i'll still keep it between us.
Sein, mr leader a.k.a dear cousin- my partner in crime and he's gonna b bored after i quit.
LPF, ex leader- talk and talk and talk till u drop
Rizal, ex leader n ex crew member- another partner in crime of me and mepek lebeh.
Kyen, ex crew member- my secret partner in story telling and some politics that they shouldn't know and must keep it a secret.
Joven a.k.a Julie- a height of 1.5 she's another secret partner of mine, the replace of kyen.
Hanah- a noisy girl but always so funny to me layankan ur mood swing.
Esther- sweet girl that make me wanna just feel her skin.
JiaWen- Active and cheerful and i never hated her b4.
Andy- a cool guy and we do have the same slack wirking thing in common.
Desmond- a guy who always talk and have sensed theory to win himself
Taufiq- a newcomer that close to me and he's really into the same thought.
Sophian- another new comer that never fails to find out that i'm good or bad.. i'm good.
Aunties'- each of them adore me!
and others that i've not mention.. the ex crew memebr all.. thank u very nice!

merchandise boys, the video guy and the .. y he xtra there!?

still looking at the mirror from
RodKemut! room to see my smile.

and the chamion.. goes to,

1st runner up..

2nd runner up...