listening: the model lipstiques - classic jones fightback
mood: something is in the air

having a blog is one thing... and having someone reading ur blog is another thing..

its friday and ....its nearly 4 am in the morning
wats gonna happen is..
still deciding on the date to stop work.
still wondering when is the confirm date to go off.
still thinking should i or should i not tell or confess... yaadaa yaadaa yaadaa.

till next time on more updates.

rgds

listening: Garbage version 2.o
mood: weeii~ shortcut!


smoke some fags..

listening: the cure - letter to elise
mood: ....

ienainda

i wanna see myself smiling in the mirror while i still can for the last time.

i'm a bit lazy to say when and where i'll b going.. so u guys, wateva it is... di bulan februari~~ i'm going, and i'm going for good...

congrats to CApt ho for the 2oo4 SMA lecturer award thing.. Thank u very nice for the encouragement and support.

rgds

listening: oasis - dun look back in anger
mood: renew and relax...

listening: franz - love and destroy
mood: tak penah tak happy.. only moody

and so.. i can't wait! i know its too late... la la la la la

i'll make sure everything goes smoothly and i aim to complete my pre all should b done in the time limit i give myself.. 3 weeks... i've wasted a lot of time.. so be it!

rgds

conscience is clear

listening: elliot smith - son of sam
mood: over hang over

good time takes over bad things that i'm going through,
good times fly fast when one's enjoying the beat.

but still being stuck in the world i hate

expectations is referred as wat i call it fat hopes!

best regards to me..

A very Happy Birthday to Adi Bob .. boncit seal~

I'm forever delayed.. shite~

listening: manics - suicide is painless
mood: heaven knows i'm miserable now


part of my sacrifices.. but.. *sigh*

listening: wilco - how to fight loneliness
mood: lost my feelings in the southern hemisphere

a man once asked prophet " should i not tie my camel and tawakal or should i tie my camel and tawakal?"
prophet answer him " tie ur camel and tawakal."

get the point?

everyone been gathering in my dream.. and i realise that i've been really missing my frens cousins and ... everyone!

should i stay or should i go?

pls!! when's my turn!? i wanna leave ASAP!!!

waiting and still waiting~

listening: manics - from despair to where
mood: fuck gedega!!!

HATRED
DISSAPOINTMENT
LONELINESS

shit do happen in life
and its double the shit or mayb countless!!! shite!

rgds

listening: pulp - the fear
mood: sarcastic smile.. sianz~

i'm being adamant, wat can they do...

be right back

listening: pulp - acrylic afternoon
mood: shaggy,"scooby doo! where r u!?"

it was 2oo4... dus tak dus tak dus tak.. its 2oo5!
so fast yet alot of thing to catch up.. shite!
suppose to b in 2oo4 but its already 2oo5!
sommeone! help me!!!

happy new yr everyone.