the 10th man to go 

he doesn't have to go to work, he doesn't have to go to school cause it change from something comfortable to something else instead.. this man have seen it all.. from the first man to the tenth.. The silences of now and the good times of the past.. where i can't buy from a shop down the road at ten pounds ...
this morning was the depart of a best fren who's going to hong kong to catch his ship and say bon voyage to the land and travel on the other 70% of the world.. and wat happen was, this man didn't make it to the airport.. he couldn't send his fren off.. all he could send was just sms to him.. this man dear fen must 've been waiting for his fren arrival at t1 row 1 until he received the msg from this man.. this man have dissapoint all his fren and he is really sorry.. or issit this man didn't dare show up cause he will breakdown seeing his fren go and that he dun wan his fren to see this man breakdown.. only god knows he's miserable now
can feel the silences now and all the good times of the past running around my head.. but still we all have to go.. so this is for u my fren, roch brandon charles... u stay strong and do have a good time onboard.. take care bro!

dear fren,
now that u going to see the other 70 % of the earth... let me tell u this.. u going to do well.. u have the srength and will... so, do us proud...
still remember we enrol, interview and get to this course!!! time pass so fast and we guys go through so many things.. those up and down left and right.. going home together at first then the chilling at coffee bean.. lepak talk cock sing song soccer smoking gym guitar session studies and now this... until u decide to go on ur own ways.. still remmeber the time when u keep whining bout that aussie of urs.. where i lend my ears.. showing u that life have to go on.. apek, good bye fren... take care bon voyage!!

Indie rock! You're my most favourite type of
music... Your music channels lots of emotion.
On the top it seems simple, but underneath
there's always a deep meaning... As your name
you're independent from most of music! Stay
that way! Good on you! There's so much
variation in your style...from deep and
thoughtful like The Stills, to happy go lucky
like Belle & Sebastian, to dancy and catchy
Franz Ferdinand, and back to boogie down Hot
Hot Heat and The Rapture...


What genre of rock are you?
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ok ar 3 thumbs up for i,robot... heheh.. 2 thumbs from me and one from my fren.. that show will b dead without will smith... he's so cool...... thank to my best fren don for accompanying me to the show.. u too enjoy it.. cheers.. V

to don... i dunno wat to say.. in 3 day time u'll be out in the sea... so just take care and b back in one piece.. hope to hear from u someday.......................................... fuck! i'm speechless..........................
to all DNS boys 03/04 u guys rock! but not so rock like me.. still i enjoy the times we had together.. those already out in the sea.. and those going to be out in the sea... in 5 months times.. i just hope that one of u will b my senior cadet.. show me all the 'stuff' and everything... kimak!!!!!! korang da nak blah eh!!!! sial ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tungu ar!! ok ar bleargh!!!!

the sign of boredness and everything seems change.. ok la.. straight to the point.. boring ar ! this wat happen when u become budget jones and u got nothing to do but slack at home.. thinking to spent my money on a movie or not... i,robot... hmmmm nak tgk tanak.. nak tgk tanak.. ok go!!

whahahaha! on the way back home from school... listeniing to a little soul, pulp... skali fikir fikir balik eh.. sial ar.. wat i saw in the train and wat i listening to kena ar... the guy was like so called 'tonjoling' her girlfren... kinda funny to see, smiling at the same time but i got stare from him later.. gua step cool ar.. point up my nose and just turn and shake my head to the music.. tunggu je kalo nak fight eh.. minah die quite lawar ar.. bole pakai ar.. kekekekekeke... is that fun or wat!?? and hear it goes... replay the song pls....

Hey man, how come you treat your woman so bad? That's not the way you do it. No no no you shouldn't do it like that. I could show you how to do it right. I used to practice every night on my wife now she's gone. Yeah, she's gone. You see your mother and me we never got along that way you see. I'd love to help you but everybody's telling me you look like me but please don't turn out like me. You look like me but you're not like me I know. I had one, two, three, four shots of happiness. I look like a big man but I've only got a little soul. I only got a little soul. Yeah, I wish I could be an example. Wish I could say I stood up for you and fought for what was right. But I never did. I just wore my trench coat and stayed out every single night. You think I'm joking? Well, try me. Yeah, try me. Yeah come on, try me tonight. I did what was wrong though I knew what was right. I've got no wisdom that I want to pass on. Just don't hang 'round here, no, I'm telling you son. You don't wanna know me. Oh, that's just what everybody's telling me. & everybody's telling me you look like me but please don't turn into me. You look like me but you're not like me I hope. I have run away from the one thing that I ever made. Now I only wish that I could show you - wish I could show a little soul. Wish I could show a little soul.

every life have their ups and downs... but as for me.. its all down for yr 2oo4! wat the hell... so far.. all shite been happening! getting sick and bored! should ask me wat happen and all the how why when ... everything!!! i knew it this yr is a bad luck yr for me... ain't it right... been puuting masks in front of my frens.. that they find it that i'm still the same old me.. har~ wat the fuck! life have to go on.. its a good thing that i do have the patience and kekuatan rohani dan jasmani.. whahahah!!

don't know if i can do it tomorow. But i just have to be strong... why suddenly there are so many things on my mind..in my mind my dreams and wish are real!!! life is unfair sometimes..but then..its a test, a challenge..but again..till when? hmm.. alrite i need a break.. i simply can't wait.. am counting down... for the yr 2oo5!! none of you concerned about the way i feel tonight i'm a rock n roll star... yeah yeah yeah!!!

SICK!!!! sit at home...
wake up late.. never go school... aiseyman
not working... nagging from parent
slack at home see sctv... horny indonesian
got sinus.... cause nak step healthy today
boring... i wanna get out of this place...

r u serious to do welding in ur office attire.. or u r doing a running shift? 

been sleeping late... shit.. i need to sleep.. but asal eh tak leh tido.. rase penat tu ade tapi time nak tido je tak leh.. puki tul!! friday mlm ( saturday morning ) balik kul 4.. abeh kene bgn kul 5.30 to work.. make myself wide awake.. take two shot of dirty yucky espresso.. work was bored for 2 hours at first.. until a partner came and spent most of the time chatting and joking ...

time pass fast.. chao meet charming man as he wanna see mark a.k.a mark lee perform for the straits times needy school fund... wat with the sound set!?? nvm.. at least it makes me awake.. get my self a new writing material too!! thanks! whahahah!! and now i'm suppose to pay back my lose sleep.... but fuck!! i can't.. at least get to sit though...

wat should i do.. how bout getting 8 pills of panadol extra and then drink coke and then lie on my bed... hows that sound?? hmmmmmm.. no no!! no no no no no!!!

hai~ thats the only thing i can do... someone!!! help me!!

damn... been trying to write for more than 3 hours.. still nothing... damn it!!

to my friend. i see you have created an extended version of abc by adding the def. mind you abc is american born chinese. and when in the world did the english get involved? as in dirty english fuckers. hahaha tapi takpe term dia bagos.

I used to walk you home sometimes but it meant, oh it meant nothing to you,
cos you were so popular. Deborah do you recall?

mati mati tentu mati.. rambut da macam ah beng mane je tau.. die die sure die one ar! 

ABC. har!!! ok ar.. i give u this.. ABC DEF.. find out wat this DEF.. nvm .. u r stupid enough since.. let me tell u.. Dirty English Fucker

where have my side kick mr charming man went to??
da lame eh tak nampak die?? post bende dalah malas.. tgk blog kak nura eh!?? ke kak aisha a.k. natalie imbruglia!! gatal!! sepak kang! bisu nanti.... ape kate.. nanti go bay beats... whahahaah!! ape ar!!?? 'indie-pendent' indie pendent pun indie pendent la... suke hati la eh..... takpe.. just to chill like the rock.. ok go... luckily friday i'm working morning and saturday having my off.. yg sunday tu sape nak gi layan!

the good the bad and the ugly..... all after a hectic camp 

Oh, I was 17 when I heard the countdown start.It started slowly and I thought it was my heart.But then I realised that this time it was for real.There was no race to hide. I had to go out and feel.That there was time to kill. And so I walked my way round town.I tried to love the world,Oh but the world just got me down,And so I looked for you in every street of every town.I wanna see your face. I wanna. I wanna see you now.Yeah, I wanna see you now.Oh and so it went, so it went on for several years.I couldn’t stand it, ah! it must be getting near.No, no, you just don’t understand.How many people have seen you in the arms of some other man.I’ve got to meet you, and find you, and take the hand.Oh my God, my God, you’ve got to understand that I was 17.I didnt, didn’t know athing at all.I’ve got no reason, I’ve get no reason at all, oh no.Oh, the time of my life. oh I think you came too soon.(Yeah, it came too soon then)Oh and it could, it could be tonight if I ever leave this room.(If I never leave this room now)Wasting all my time and I won't see the things that get me down.Oh, and the sky is crying out tonight for me to leave this town(Telling me to leave this town...goodbye...Okay)Yeah, you can leave me, you can go some other place.You can forget it, yeah, you know that its Okay.Because I own this town, yeah I brought it to its Knees.Can you hear it crying? Can you hear it begging to me "please".I know it’s coming, so soon now, oh its on its way.Oh no, my God, my God. I can hear them say, hey say I can't survive,They say I’ll never leave the ground, They say its all a lieand now, and now its coming down, oh baby now please...
Its okay, you don’t have to care, really, really I swear,No, no, you owe me nothing, you owe nothing to me.Oh and if I messed it up baby, that’s all up to me, yeah,And if you go then I won’t follow, no... no...So many times I’ve been thinking I been thinking maybe I should.No. I’m gonna stay, I'm gonna make my way.I'm gonna get on through babe.I'm gonna make it some day
I’m gonna leave this town.I’m never gonna hang around.The sky and stars and God will never ever laugh.Me and moon and stars are falling down.

there goes another fren of mine to do his sailing... after one.. one goes... and then next and next.. seeing each of us goes of one by one.. the number of fren seeing the one going off will b lesser and lesser.. and so it will b me next.. but i'll go much later.. much more later.. end of this yr.. insyaallah. by that time.. none of my course mate will b with me.. all by my own.. all because of the 'stupid thing'! bye bye fren! may u complete ur sea service in one piece!! good luck and cheers!

You have never been in love
until you've seen the stars
reflect in the reservoirs

And you have never been in love
until you've seen the dawn rise
behind the home for the blind

We are the pretty petty thieves
and you're standing on our streets
where Hector was the
first of the gang with a gun in his hand
and the first to do time
the first of the gang to die
Such a silly boy

Hector was the first of the gang
with a gun in his hand
and the first to do time
the first of the gang to die
Oh my

You haven never been in love
until you've seen the sunlight thrown
over smashed human bone

We are the pretty petty thieves
and you're standing on our streets
where Hector was the first of the gang
with a gun in his hand
and the first to do time
the first of the gang to die
Oh my

Hector was the first of the gang
with a gun in his hand
and a bullet in his gullet
and the first lost lad
under the sod

And he stole from the rich and the poor
and the not very rich and the very poor
and he stole all hearts away
He stole all hearts away
He stole all hearts away
Away...
He stole all hearts away
Away...
He stole all hearts away
Away...
He stole all hearts away
Away...